Decades Past...
Life in the Review Living on the Streets
20 Years of Life, or rather the merest hint of what had been a Life.
Shelled out and Shadowed in form and existence.
Heading into my 21st Holiday and Winter Season, while living
in the worst Decade of the worst year in our History, as our lives are
pawned off and removed, all for Political gain at our expense.
All of our Inherent rights, our Constitutional Rights, the Amendments,
Our Freedoms, Our Civil Liberties, Our God given right to Breathe....
all of it has been forcibly removed from our lives.
21 Holiday and Winter Seasons on the streets... with an untold more to
follow in its wake. That's how long I have been forced to live, or rather
merely exist behind and underneath the Fumes of Humanity.
Our Health, Our Immunity, Our Well-Being.... and Our very Lives....
Our Bodies and Our Lives are not Government Issue.
Yet, they have finally achieved what they have been wanting
to do for a real long time now, and that is taking
total and complete control over our lives and how we live.
Everything we do, everywhere we go.... all now extensively
restricted. Where we go, what we eat, how we socialize and
interact with others.... Our very Humanity being wiped
from the face of the Earth in every regard.
Forcibly forbidden to live our lives in any meaningful way.
No longer allowed to live. No longer allowed to do anything or
go anywhere. Several months into the forced Lockdown, we are
still not allowed to move freely, or go where we need to go.
As my life on the streets continues to unfold.... each year
becoming worse than the ones before... and 2020 is turning into
the worst year in the history of our lives. As more and more is
being restricted and forbidden for us to do, life itself is losing
its meaning and purpose. 2020 is a First of many things...
the first year of a new decade, the first year Life itself
has been cancelled indefinitely and everything in it, the
first year where our lives will never be the same.
Living in the center of the Orwellian Nightmare that never ends.
Facing my 21st Winter and Holiday season on the streets.
One of the hardest things to deal with living on the streets, aside
from the harsh elements... Is having to clean up in icy cold water
in low temperatures...20s, 30s, and 40s. Waking covered in a thick
layer of frost, like frosting on a cake. Having to douse my head in water
that is much colder, than it is outside, like liquid ice, along with washing
my body in freezing water. Taking ice bathing to a whole new level. And
repeatedly having my oxygen and airflow forcibly taken from me all
year with the forced face masks that are suffocating and unbreatheable,
has been making things much worse to contend with,
especially in regards to my health.
Infections happening out of nowhere that won't heal, cuts,
scrapes, bruising happening with higher frequency, and sores that
stay open and raw as a direct result of oxygen deprivation, over
and over again. It's bad enough having to battle the effects of living
on the streets...being a physically challenged female and Being readily denied
proper rest and nutrition, now having to battle ever-increasing
health challenges as a direct result of Government imposed actions.
20 Years Now.... and Still
20 years now...September 1, 2020. Twenty years and counting without a home.
Twenty years plus forced to live on the streets... More than 2 DECADES.
And this year, the worst I have ever experienced.
The draining, soul emptying life outside. The excruciating pain taking up
residence in my right thumb radiating through my hand, wrist and
down my arm. My thumb massively swollen and pointing out from the pad in
a sharp triangle, the pain is excruciating. The nail bed has a black line across my
top of my thumb with the left side of the nail black and pale yellow with and ashy
color on the right side. My thumb is swollen and hard.
Making my right hand unusable for anything. It is interfering with sleeping,
interfering with using the restroom, cleaning up, changing...even just sitting.
Feeling like my thumb is being smashed nonstop with spikes being jabbed
through in every angle, while being butchered at the same time.
This anniversary happens amidst the Pandemic (Plannedemic..?),
where the Government is destroying our Immunity. Forcing us to be
muzzled 24/7 in suffocating, unbreatheable face masks...and removing everything
that made life worth living...everything has been taken away...all self serve has been
eliminated; soup, salad, coffees, bulk items, sports, events. Millions of Private
businesses forced to close permanently, while none of the Government
Offices or businesses harmed at all. Forcing social isolation and distance,
barricading our lives from each other.
So with the Government taking control over our lives and the influx of health
issues that has come about as a direct result of the health damaging
mandates forced and imposed upon us and our lives, has
turned this year into a living nightmare. Decades on the streets; a
nightmare unto itself...then everything compiling on top of that. Truly
the WORST year I have ever experienced in any and all regard.
